More sickening post..

hari2 kena perli, ikut angin aku memang dh lama aku mengamuk.. tapi pikir balik aku xbole wat camtu, so tahan jela. ingat aku suka xkerja, duduk rumah.. boring tau x. nak keluar cari kerja, itu modal tu. mane nak cari modal? kalau spend sampai seratus pun tapi x dapat2 kerja kan membazir tu. ape guna internet kalau x dimanfaatkan? Jobstreet ade, Mudah.my ade, dalam tu kerja banyak, aku apply jawatan yang aku nak, bukan nye aku mintak jadi bos pun.. aku mintak kerani, waiter kat the zon, paling banyak aku mintak kat KL la, tapi sampai skarang xde dapat call lg. masuk ni aku dh apply kat 24 jawatan kosong, pun masih blm ade jawapan.

Rejection, biase la kat mane2 tempat mesti nak pilih orang punya. tapi sekarang ni dengan tension kat umah, dengan kena perli nye, rase mcm nak bunuh diri je, mmg aku ade niat camtu.. tunggu lah, aku berjaya jadi DJ nnt baru diorang tau langkah hidup yang aku pilih camne, bile aku susah gile, diorang bukan tau pun.. bile aku balik umah kat selatan ni, diorang xnak aku..

Kat KL banyak kerja tapi ape mmber aku ckp kalo aku xdpt kerja lg, camne aku nk bayar duit umah, ape aku nak makan? so aku kira "one step easier" kat umah sini, duit umah xyah kusut, makanan, aku bedal je ape yang ade.. aku x mintak banyak, dua ni aje dah cukup dah.. aku dapat kerja, pandai2 aku lah nak stay mane nnt. mungkin aku memilih skit sbb aku dh biase dpt gaji seribu keatas, nk amik keje gaji bawah seribu tu dah rasa sikit dah, tapi skang ni aku kerja kerana diorang x suka aku dok kat umah ni, bukan sbb aku nak simpan duit ke, nak jadi maju ke, itu nnt... sbb kalo aku nak jadi maju aku dah main DJ kat club2 dah. itu yang aku nak..

aku tau ape yang aku nak satu hari nanti, xd orang tau dan kalo aku explain xde sape tau plan aku nnt camne. aku harap sape yang baca ni paham la, eventhough club tu banyak setan, aku pun setan gak.. bukan nye aku ni x penah buat dosa, niat aku nak main muzik, main DJ, entertain orang.. dapat kenal awek tu kira bonus lah, tp aku nak ke awek yg social gile2 clubber tu?

hmmm, aku terfikir gak kalo satu hari nnt aku dpt show kat USA ke, Australia ke, mmg alhamdulillah la... aku nak bawak leman,kawan rapat aku dari form 4, ikut aku main show kat mane2 (kalo die x bz la).. huhu, bole pulak cite pasal mmber kat sini.. yela ni blog aku, aku tgh serabut gile b**i, ni je la tmpat aku lepas tension jap.. nnti kalo aku kuar bilik nampak muke die, kusut balik pale otak aku... korang yang baca ni bole tahan ke kalo kene sound kaw2, perli tahap gaban ari2 ? sape yg bole tu aku rase tggu mase je la...

dah la aku nak bukak youtube jap, pastu bukak redtube, whitetube, blacktube, yellowtube, greentube, no-kaler-tube.... aaaarghhhh pape jelah!!!

No work, No money, and being pressured by them...

hmmmmph..
don't want to talk politely today. It's been 3 weeks since i went back to my family's house. first 2 weeks is OK for all, it's just lately my mom noticed that i quit my job. And since i left my workplace I've always looking for a job either online or just walk-in. There wasn't even one place called me.

Psheesh, maybe when i get my last RM1600 salary, i don't need to go lepak at the club, don't need to buy new sling bag, don't need to buy iPod and my Sony headphone, don't need to spend my money most at Coffee Bean and Starbucks, don't need to buy stupid sweater at Chow Kit, don't need to buy the LRT monthly pass at 150 while i'm at Singapore now (i didn't plan to go back here)..

okay the total cost i went clubbing probably at 200. my Seed T-Shirt is at 25, my Giordano sweater is at 50, my LRT pass is at 150, my iPod is at 65, my Sony headphone is at 98, my coffees are probably at 150. So total is RM738.00 tat was spent within 4 days. whooow, i'm such a spending person.Minus house rents i just paid half (100) and some money i borrowed form my friend (around 130). And where the hell did all my money go? hmmm, shisha, foods, drinks at mamak, i just realize that i am a spendy person.

After this if I get a new job, must put the money inside my mom's pocket.If i am allowed to stay in Singapore and work in JB.